Subject: Losing Hope On Living
Message: Hi my name is Kimberly Smith i was diagnosed May 8th,2009.This year
i have had 5 surgeries and now have to be fed by feeding tube.I have no
family here my husband lost his job last year and his drivers license we have
no car i have not had my Sandostatin Shot in 3 months.I have no hope any
more.No way to go anywheres takes 4 hours per feeding.What do i do my husband
and i hardly speak he stays in one room i stay in another.We have lost
everything.My only means to the outside world is the internet while i am
doing my feeding.I wish someone would help.I have not seen a Christmas tree
in 4 years.Holidays are so hard with no one here.I am on free charity cars.org getting votes to get a car but i am afraid i will end up laying in
my bed and dieing.When i had surgerie for the feeding tube the surgeon made a
fatal error i almost died 2 x i was in the hospital from August 10th thru
Septmeber 9th because they sent me home with MRSA in my incision and feeding
tube area.What do i do.Thanks Kimberly Smith